he was my only son i am also a single mother. he was bipolar and had learning disabilities he struggled but had a heart as big as they get. he was so lonely and just wanted to find a nice girl to be with. he was so gifted musically and was hoping he would pursue a life in that direction. but god saw he needed to go home to be with him,my life has changed completely, disabilities and am I so lost without him ,another mountain for me to climb i guess.